When I was a child, I would look at a church with fear. I would fear it because I would see Jesus' transparent coffin on left side and if there are funerals, the coffin would be on the right side of the church.
It scared the hell out of me.
For other churches, I would be afraid to enter alone. I feel like I am a sinner and I'd be struck by lightning if I get inside the church without a pure mind.
However today, I felt so different.
I went in the church to see less people. Less people but a lot of them sleeping, taking care of their children or giggling.
The priest was talking in a non-coherent manner. First he talked about wars, then he said wars are due to differences ... then he said the solution is to change history books.
I can write a lot about this... but I just felt the church isn't as holy as it used to be...